messenger: looking down, brow arched (❝ is ketchup a vegetable? ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-10-05 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ castiel is waiting there when the other man arrives, leaning against the far wall next to the paper towel dispenser, arms crossed over his chest. his eyebrow quirks when he's addressed, and he tips his head to indicate the stall farthest back. ]

That's fine.

[ he's never done this before and has no way of knowing what might be considered customary, but the concept in itself seems to contain all the instructions he needs to follow. with one last glance, he turns and slips into the stall, leaving it ajar as he hangs his long tan coat on the rack.

it'll just get in the way if he leaves it on. ]
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messenger: brow arched, stare (❝ and close my eyes ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-10-06 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ castiel doesn't mind the examination, doesn't even seem to notice it happening while his coat is being hung, but he meets those eyes the moment he's stepped back to make room for the other man, staring in a way that most find unnerving. he's shorter than castiel by just a little, but much broader, with considerable muscle mass that makes the averageness of his vessel look slight by comparison.

there's hardly enough room for him to turn around. but although it's confining, it's not claustrophobic. his lips part, and he breathes in the heat radiating from his body. the intensity of his own gaze is marked by the twitch of his eyebrows when he's immediately caught out. ]


No, I'm not.

[ he says it so matter-of-factly that it's obvious this is a question he's had to answer before. in any case, he's already breaking eye contact. turning his back to logan by the time the words have left his mouth, his belt buckle jingling as he slips the strap free of the loop and unzips his fly. without the belt to hold them up, his slacks collapse around his ankles. he braces his hands on the wall, glancing back briefly over his shoulder. ]

You can't hurt me, so there's no need to be, uhm— polite.
messenger: staring, lips parted, bloodied, earnest, melancholy (❝ be mine ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-10-06 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ interesting— not a man, but not a monster, either. at least, the scent he catches wouldn't cause him to make that assumption, but there is something strange about him. a metallic tang that he can't taste settles on the back of his tongue, and isn't from the copper in his blood. he can identify the element, but not why it's present. (it's the metal in his bones.)

it doesn't really matter. he can defend himself if need be— he isn't helpless this time.

but he's pretty sure this man just wants to have intercourse, at least for the moment.

with the same reasoning, he allows himself to be shoved. chest and cheek pressing against the stall with a grunt, as though his muscle mass is really the defining factor behind this body's strength, and not the angelic grace poured inside of it. castiel's lips twitch, eyelashes fluttering at the sensation of that smothering weight, of hips pinning his own, of a gradually swelling erection sliding over the curve of his ass— at least that's something this body's got going for it. a nice, plush bottom and shapely thighs.

but, no, he doesn't imagine 'polite' is a word this man hears wielded in his direction very often. consequentially, he gives a breathy, barely-there laugh at the question. he chooses then to brace his heels against the floor and angle his hips back, like it's only just occurred to him that he can participate in this. ]


I can't feel— [ his hips jerk when that rough, heavy hand finds its way between his legs to settle over his cock. ] —pain. [ pleasure, though? obviously. his cock gives a twitch, swelling immediately beneath the heat of a palm, and he finds himself glancing down to watch it happen, shuddering at the sight of himself. ]

I've never— done anything like this before. But I wanted— needed to—
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messenger: middle distance stare, melancholy (❝ but still i pray for you ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-10-07 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ castiel makes a sound by way of answer, a soft groan unfurling from the back of his throat as he's worked over, cock leaking a stain into the peak of his tented underwear. it's one of god's small mercies that he can feel, but it always gets him wondering if god didn't set them all up for failure from the very start. what use does a weapon have for pleasure? they need no reward for their service, so there couldn't possibly be one. except to deny them.

perhaps his father is a sadist.

it's all moot with a hard, hot hand groping at him between his legs. rough stubble catches against his skin in a way that pulls a shiver up from the base of his spine. his back arches with it, that graceful curve pressing his ass back into the pressure pinning him in place, to feel the hot line of a cock through layers of fabric. his hips give a sharp, unsteady jerk. a breath rushes out of him.

what else does he need? he thinks of how to say it, thinks of the pornography he's caught on bunny eared television sets and laptops left carelessly open, thinks of the way dean speaks, and says, with his forehead pressed to cool metal, ]


Fuck me—

[ as though he has to say it. his hands move away from the wall to his waistband, and he pulls his clinging shorts down with a rough yank. his breaths come in short gasps between sentences. ]

A condom isn't necessary. I can't pass diseases. But... it's at your discretion.
messenger: staring, looking aside (❝ i am easy to find ❞)

[personal profile] messenger 2022-10-13 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ logan's right, he hasn't thought about it at all. he had an itch and decided to scratch it, but the truth is that it was at least half mimicry— when your closest friend in the world soothes over all of his own aches with booze and sex, and you can't get drunk, there's really only one other option. and he knows it's not a good idea, but it's still better than crashing a liquor store. they call the police on you over things like that. ]

I thought that was the... generally accepted reason to—

[ to do this. but he's distracted by his wrists being wrenched above his head. castiel is stronger than he looks— much stronger, considering that jimmy was the kinda' guy who looked like one solid punch would knock him flat. but he's not so far gone that he forgets to play along, curling his fingers over the rim of the stall and holding on, back caught in its arc.

he only wishes he could hold him down. it's a abrupt thought, unexpected, and it sends a thrill through him that makes his cock jerk. well, maybe he can. this is no normal human, he's certain of that. by the time the other man begins touching him again, he's leaking prerelease, clear and sticky smeared over his thick fingers. ]


Yes.

[ the word hisses out from between his teeth. ]

Use me. However... however you see fit.